40.000 Anios that does not come by here and had forgotten how good it felt expresrme freely take me this time to talk with myself and the way, do people know my thoughts ... Replay this journal is like climbing to the attic, open the chest antigüoy get that "notebook" old, dust it, read it and try to write it. I have not read everything I have here and I've forgotten, that I will see later, for now I empty my thoughts here before it's too late.
Upgrading a little concerned as long as not to forget ... Let's review my life from a very broad sense:
THAT WAS ME AND YOU WANTED TO DO WHENI started writing
Adoslescente HERE
emotional and impulsive, not giving way to reason if not the pure feeling, more passionate, wanting to eat the world, confident that everything I wanted I could a, limited by my social beliefs, but free and happy to express my rebellion against all, more submissive, quiet and with some caution.
wanted to change the world, studying music, be true to the feelings, my dreams, loved the chaos unchecked, the risks, but I stayed where my duty chain stopped. He studied high school in the cbtis 21 and my friends were from everywhere, except those in my classroom. Since then conocíaa the music, of which a pocos I keep seeing or having contact (one can say that very nearly are the people who left me at bay when we decided to study music) and which are even less who actually continued appreciating. On the other hand my faithful friends with whom I could marry right now are "The Cindy and The Beetle" lol with whom he formed a trio rare (not gamble) Concia also my super company Anaid, which in once was (or maybe even is) friends with at that time my best friend Alan "the panko" and some others from cbtis, I had to live with it the breakup of his platonic love, "the Cheve" , who ironically he is now the & uacute, unique of their little group which I can appreciate the enthusiasm and desire to give me to be your friend. Also after she met the person you consider my first love, Abraham. Person who took the car in the front row of the moutains coaster of my life (all aspects) and temrino dizzy and vomiting. It is unfortunate that the attractions in the amusement park my "not suitable for all stomachs of those who wish to walk in them. Oh la la ♪ The good thing about him is that now I can openly say that ETA is not necessarily has never learned to love or has loved as he had wanted, but I did! I felt it! And if that does not bAsto, then, that sadness, like I said, it is a shame. Let your circle of friends and people asquerosito anime tmb were Ivan and Betty, Betty as silly as ever, poor, embarrassed others, no doubt it ever, and if anyone says otherwise, acknowledge that I have acted, but the poor have no own future was and is lost in an eternal abyss invisiblesdel chains shackled to love ivan, a situation that made him and does more harm than good. Ivan on the other hand, had the potential, before selling his soul to the devil of the commercial. This shows that since then people hated the anime, and I still hate not the anime itself, if not so mediocre they become these personishas. Dump your real suenios your suenios mensuch is not the same and should not be the same ... NOT UNDERSTAND THE REALITY IS NOT NOTHING TO APPEAR IN SUENIOS .. ahem ... does not matter when I started the journal, but I suspected that aspect was like the anime people. And if, as if, broadly speaking, that was me ... do not forget to xulasmanas, who have since marked his step, and still loved them, very much.
THAT I AM AND WHAT I DO NOW
After my "wake-up" in the music world, where I learned a lot, love knowledge, I opened my eyes and lived so none of my age live easily ... I am studying teaching in languages, with many opportunities for exchange go AGAIN, excellent averageGod, an excellent reputation, socially active (as always) due to tmb am part of society as a language student coordinator cultural.Hablando 4 languages. I was already in Italy, I got love and love me there. I've been teaching Italian, tomorrow start teaching a course for teachers of Italian, professionally since I came to languages, I was okay. And I have gone mad. I am no longer
adolescence, but I am still emotional and impulsive, but now it's partly because of my illness, and one that so is my nature. Do not feel like anything, a lot of apathy, wanting to have both suenio and unable to ever wake up. Complete a psychologist, a psychologist, Sweet, I likealthough I feel that does not help me: / I have broken some of my chain, and am more free and more rebellious, people do not give me more afraid as before gives me more lazy. Suicide is no longer an option but an obligation that I refuse to comply.
not know how to describe with simple words but now I've only gotten much my main goal is to show who wants to see that I'm years light up, and that no or almost no one: P can just trample on yes. Usually just knowing it myself, but no lack of envy that I always snuggles up and then ... the decency ceased to have effect on me, now I am sampling, although it seems to brag, but simply indicatesnte is that I did not let me.
Ajam ... That's me now ... The prox. is already more detailed post of the things I make.
