Asperger's Syndrome More Condition_symptoms [JE fandom] On Hairpulling, Coffee Stains and Other Lesser Evils [3 / 3]

Title: On Hairpulling , Coffee Stains and Other Lesser Evils [3 / 3]
Fandom: JE fandom [Arashi / KAT-TUN]
Pairing: Matsumoto Jun / Kamenashi Kazuya, ie., Matsukame
Wordcount : 1367
Summary: Between They keep the secrets and the lies They Will not say, June and Kame Towards Something fumble. Maybe.
Notes: Thanks to my betas : mrsatterthwaite , littlealex and ungalad . Girls, you're all awesome!

Part 1: CTerrorist attack on me Some country I knows he'll never Have the time to visit and Some scandal regarding Some Morning Musume. Particularly Nothing interesting, nothing Particularly distracting. He spends His whole working day is like the drone I slide and Letting questions, fighting off Jin's curiosity and Koki's Concern. He never stops staring at and I tells historical historical clock manager he'll get home on His Own, That He Does not need a car.
The taxi driver is nice enough, fast enough and while They travel Through the city-a city that's Been feeling like an ambush Lately, I have His mom calls and tells her he's got a party tonight, That She Does not Need to wait up for him. His mother scoffs But Then she Wishes him luck. She's too credulous Someor so times I likes to think. They
Get there and lets have the taxi driver keep the change, sending him off with a fake smile. Jun's front door is still WHERE I left it and so is Ninomiya's key. I barely Remembers how and when I got it, alcohol has blurred the memories But Not the sting I felt When He Realized That Thought It Was Ninomiya natural to Have A key to Jun's apartment. He hasn't Given it back yet. He's never added it to key historical Either ring. It stands alone and I always Carries it around, Because He Wants to Give it back to Ninomiya. He's just never found the occasion and Jun's never made a fuss about Kame Having a key to historical apartment, so I always Forgets about it.
The key still works and Kame Enters the apartment. Only the kitchen lights Are On and silence and a homely smell fill the air. June is wearing historical usual, worn apron and Kame decide to bring the one I Bought on a whim to FEW weeks ago next time, Since I have no use for it after all. It says 'World's Bestest Chef' and Kame Thinks something's wrong with the Inglés, pero in fact-he's way more sparkly Concerned about the big heart on it. He knows June Does not mind sparkles But Hearts Are A Different Altogether matter.
He Takes Off His shoes and walks quietly Towards the kitchen. Because He Does not speak something's going to be broken if I does. So I leans on the kitchen counter, a good 30 centimeters away from the world renowned chef and says the thing I CAN MOST uncompromising muster.
'Hey. "

It Could Be Said I stole it from Kimura-senpai, But In His Eyes Jun's way of half-smiling is nothing short of unique. 'Hey. Tired? "

Kame nods and says nothing.

'Stop staring. "

Kame looks down to historical shoes. They're new and expensive and June's Probably Already Bought Them too. Probably Bought Them Before I did Kame. He always does stuff like that, such.

'Sorry. I Was Just Noticing you cut your hair, "Kame says.

'Like it? "

Jun's hair is tied in a ponytail, I always hurried historical ties hair When cooking for Other People. Kame nods again and touches a loose strand of hair. It's silky and it hasn't changed in June Seems historical Because It shampoostill smells like strawberries. Does not feel like making Kame Any Other commentary. June

Takes His Hand and historical fixes eyes on Kame's.

'I Was Hoping you would. " Immediately

Afterwards, I Kame's hand lets go as if it WAS Ninomiya's old underwear and focuser on the food again, turning back to Kame again historical. Silence

como Stronger and steadier and it's like a stand-off. The air Almost

in Kame's chest hurts and I Feels guilty, he'd Rather Eat Because Jun's latest unpronounceable dish and not his mother's home cooking. He'd rather be here, just staring at him, INSTEAD of on a stage, Being the sole king of the world for the three historical minutes and Lasts only one in six - one in two - kings of the world the rest of the concert. He slowly gets

Close but still stays away. His eyes follow June's hands As They cut and chop and squash and move. The elegance is breathtaking and Kame Briefly wonders if I Might Be a closet fetishist hand. Quickly I Discards the idea when to His eyes wander to Jun's neck and Then to Jun's frowned brow Then down to His lips. The things I does with His tongue on concerts, Which everybody notices, Not just him, Are Not just for show and Kame stifle a laugh. They're Probably a historical measure of concentration. A stupidly sexy historical measure of concentration.

I Could Lose track of time if only I HAD to do is stare at Jun. But Suddenly June JOLTS and turns off the stove.

'It's not like we Need tharder than ever But Jun's arms Are around him now and I Feels Jun's hand around His cock and Moans louder and louder and the sensation that's making His knees shaky and His legs wobbly is Mostly pain with just a little pleasure Thrown in But He Does not care Because it's pure, simple, undiluted
It ends Jun.
Quickly But the urge to just be closer is still there. Kame grips Jun's arms and breathes hard. They smell like fresh soap and musky cologne and sweat and Kame takes it in And Then Feels like a creep. His whole body relaxes, Letting all the Accumulated tension-the tension I Did not Know WAS Accumulating and Making His head ache and Even Worse-out. Against Jun's still panting Kame's shoulders, But I hugs Kame Holds Tighter and steady him so Kame rtomorrow. Maybe-Being The Most preposterous Despit match-fathom life Could Have They Have a Chance in Hell.

'We're going to starve,' mumbles June.

So he's confused and scared, But tomorrow is a new day and I CAN try harder. Almost Yesterday has faded too and Weighs less and less.

'Who cares,' he says in June and starts dragging him to the sofa.

And, maybe, maybe just, today is enough.




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Flatulence More Condition_symptoms [JE fandom] On Hairpulling, Coffee Stains and Other Lesser Evils [2 / 3]

Title: On Hairpulling , Coffee Stains and Other Lesser Evils [2 / 3]
Fandom: JE fandom [Arashi / KAT-TUN]
Pairing: Matsumoto Jun / Kamenashi Kazuya, ie., Matsukame
Wordcount : 3.821
Summary: Between They keep the secrets and the lies They Will not say, June and Kame Towards Something fumble. Maybe.
Notes: Thanks to my betas : mrsatterthwaite , littlealex and ungalad . Girls, you're all awesome!

Part 1:Like Someone in Love
Part 3: Tonight with you

Cartography for beginners

In Which Arashi is on tour, Kame Pretends Not to care and Bickering by phone occurs.



Kame's only wish is That nobody notices historical longing, wandering looks, His yearning sighs, and Above All the steady worsening of historical temper. He's slipping, drowning in annoyances and lost patience, one day away from a lifelong tantrum throwing. He conceals His emotions and tries to Give excuses. My shower did not work this morning. I Had not eaten yet. My baseball team lost last night. So when to Nakamaru Sits down next to An Almost one Kame sleepingmorning, Kame Pretends Not to suspect anything.

'Hey, That is your music player? " Kame nods

Before dozing off.

'Can I borrow it? "

Kame, Even Without thinking, puts it in Nakamaru's hand. The sheer impulsiveness of it surprises Nakamaru, And That Is Not Lost on fact-Kame. Not only That, Nakamaru looks like he's just Realized how to cure insomnia. Then He sighs with relief and smiles at Kame Before leaving.

'I made a playlist for you,' he says the morning after. 'To thank you for lending me your music player. "

'You had it? Why did you take it? " Kame says, and historical dark-circled eyes dart at
Nakamaru. Nakamaru historical squirms in seat.

'Kame, youGave it to me yesterday. "

"Really?"

"Really."

Kame laughs like he's just he's Been Realized in the Madhouse all this time and Takes His music player back. When I

Arrives home, Kame is too tired to think, But nevertheless I checks the playlist. It's an odd mix of J-pop novelties, rap and rock classics with the occasional oddities New Agey calming track Thrown in, plus Extremely alienating Some techno stuff. He Finds Himself listening to the flawless vocals of Yabai Yabai Yabai over and over in His dense insomniac nights.




In Jun's mind, hotel rooms are always an odd mix of beige and yellow. This one is no exception and the bedcover events have UGLand floral print. It May Already Be morning and beyond the blinds Are people moving, talking, eating, living and all June Wants to do is sleep for a week, for a year and be home When He wakes up. So I stays in bed and covers His face with the bed sheets.

finally Duty Takes the best of him and I doubtfully Takes out an arm and a leg Then. He Reminds Himself That He's a morning person, That He likes the energy Brings a new day, pero Each tendon, joint Each in His body Wants to give in to exhaustion. He's mortgaging His Youth to get a quick fix of fame and fortune and His body as Ache in protest events have showers and gets dressed. When I

gets out, a mess awaits him. He slowly starts picking up all the historical clothes and random bits of home he's Brought withhim. Carefully He folds the T-shirt he's worn to sleep and it wasn't That Reminds Himself on purpose. I just packed That stupid T-shirt Because I forgot to Give it back to Kame and, when you're asleep so you literally run into walls, it's easy to mistake items of clothing. Especially if your closet Seems to Have Suffered an invasion of somebody else's clothes.

Beside, it's not like I have with it Every night sleeps like a girl. Like a very silly girl
that'd die if Nino ever found out.




Kame is a fixed point in the middle of the green room. Lunches sit expectantly on the table and events while people run and scream around him, all I Can Do Is silently contemplar Their Their colors and textures, the subtle interplaying of smell and presentation. He fills His mind with mundane Aesthetic pleasure and sensations So There's no space left for anything else.

I tries to guess Which Is Whose But CAN NOT envy and Koki's Italian food. Kame's looks dull by comparison, and Koki's never liked Italian food, so Kame is sure Will not mind if I've just eats a little bit. He Makes sure nobody is paying him notice and Stock And Then dives in. The ravioli and the sauce perfect Are not is acid, sweet But Not Either. He finishes it in record time and historical Then eats lunch, munching like it's a chore. After all, food has always Been a Necessity That Can Be Needed pleasurable and not a pleasure, like too many Things in His Life.




'We're here,' His managen mumbles and half an eye opens in June. They're still in the van, and They've Arrived Apparently somewhere. He Hopes for a Second That it's home, But I soon recovers and gets out of the car. The stars still shine, and in June mutters hotels That Should Have Become 'home' already. His manager's worry is palpable, and in June That chuckles and reassure him he's alright. There's nothing wrong, nothing sleeping That Will not cure.

'I do not want to share a room with Jun, "says Nino events and have Serious sounds.

'I'm too tired for your games, and you know we won't share a room anyway. Can you drop it already? "

'It's not a game! I can not let this one slide. We let you get away with everything, but I'm tired of it. "ing
. 'Do not do it again. "
'I always do That. He likes it. It's just a game. There's nothing to worry about '

' It Was not game, and we're worried. We Should not Need to Tell You That You do not get to punch us for real. " June

swallows. He's seen the bruise in Nino's ribcage, and Aiba hasn't helper to ease the guilt by Keeping a constant eye on ITS evolution. Guessing the shade traveling May Be a fun game, But He Does not Need the reminder.

'It Was Just a bruise. I miscalculated my strength. " 'That's not like you. "

'Maybe it is. Maybe I'm Not Who You think I am. " Ohno

sighs and starts eating a bagel. They eat in silence unti Bothl it's time to leave for Some activity in June Does not remember events.

As They pick food for the rest of the group, Ohno Speaks again:

'Just get a grip. We'll be back in no time. Until Then you can wait, can not you? He'll be waiting. " June

Ohno barely avoids hitting as well.




The hairdresser is Clearly Stress and the make-up artist Already have left the room, tired of dealing with the prissy prima donna Kame is intent on Being.

'It's not like I can fix That skin of historical! " I hears her complain and instinctively looks at the mirror. I decide Worse Than He Does Akanishi look after somebody's birthday and historical shrugs shoulders.

'When are you going to finish? I'm on a tight schedule. "

'I'm sorry, Kamenashi-san. It's going to take Longer than expected. "

He shrugs again and His mind is left unchecked, wandering from yesterday's dinner to tomorrow's interview. He Thinks about His new shoes, jeans he's old historical Had to throw away and Nakamaru That Really awesome band put on historical music player. He wonders how Arashi's tour is going and whether I Should Go to the party he's Invited to on Friday. I shouldn't, Because he's exhausted and getting drunk is never good for him.

The hairdresser finishes after a while and Kame manager hates the styling But to keep His composure. It's nothing important, after all. He's just going to grace magazine covers looking likeI WAS TV hasn't showered Since all black and white.

At least the rest of KAT-TUN looks worse. Who knows why fans buy the magazines Have When They seem to come out of bed fifteen minutes Before the shoot.

He snaps out of historical reverie and joins Them with a smile so fake, it's like plastic on His mouth. And now he's supposed to Be Concentrating in the photo shoot, pero Ueda Keeps His Head with blocking him.

'I'm sick of eating your hair, Ueda. Can you be more Careful? " I hisses. Ueda

looks at him with disdain and Then turns to the camera again.

"I'll try, my hair But the reason you're not is fading Into the background. That's all your fault. " The worst part

is nott That Ueda is ruining the shoots, it's that Ueda's hair smells of strawberries Also. Kame Maintain That will always have just Took Ueda's shampoo by accident




Jun's Trying to read a mystery book about a plucky girl detective, pero Some Nino is playing game and Aiba is Proclaiming loudly Each tiny little Achievement.

'I Might Be Trying to read here,' he says as I throws a pillow Them.

'No, you're not. You're just sulking with a book in your hands. We Can
tell. " June

Close the book as if I Were closing the door to Hell and leaves the room. He wants a quiet and safe place to smoke, so I ends up sprawled in His room's bathtub, feeling ridiculous But contented.
Aiba
Enters the room Sooner Than Needed in June and gets ready to leave, But Aiba shakes His head so I does not.

'You are sulking, do not bother to deny it. " June
defiantly
historical book picks up again.

'That's not going to work. We'll annoy you Until You Do Something about it, mark my words. "

'You Do not Need to warn me, I know how you get. "

'Then Why Do not we skip this? "

'Because I do not feel like it. " Aiba

sighs.

'It's as good a reason as any, I guess. There Is That place in bathtub for
a handsome fellow? "

'I only see one in the mirror, "June says and smiles. But talks about events as AibaLXC 'Who else does it? " Kame

Makes a pause Before Answering doubtfully:

'People. "

Jin sighs and puts the phone on Kame's hand.

'You're Supposed To Be the smart one, so call him and stop this nonsense. " Kame

Briefly considers playing dumb, But It Will not fly so I decide to annoy Jin
Until I leaves.

'I do not want to and I will not. "

'It's getting stupid, you know? How you sigh and whine. Plus you stole Ueda's shampoo, and you ate the other day Koki's lunch. We're still puzzling over the reason
why. We guess it's him. "

"Why?"

'Because this has Never Happened Before, "Jin says and That you make Kame Jin's tone has-been annoying him so much Because it sounds like he's Been Keeping a tab, an astronomical and Illogical tab events That Does not include the tip.

'Really? So it's not only me Then? "

He curses under breath Afterwards historical and damns to oblivion Himself Because He's Letting His guard down, and he's Promise to never ever let His guard down in front of Jin again.

'Tell me. You can trust me. "

'Oh, really? " Suddenly I snaps and Sits upright, defying historical Jin to keep digging own grave.

'Yes, really. You can trust me, at least more Than you can trust anybody else. "

And it's sad Because it's true, Because Kame still hasn't got and Stock closer friends Than Jin, and Jin's hardly a friend anymore.

'Look, I ate lunch Koki's Because ... Because I Was Hungry and it Looked tasty enough. And I've Already Said That Ueda's shampoo WAS an accident. "

'Look, just call him, will you? I do not feel like doing this. "

'Then don't! Stop feeling responsible for me, will you? I Never Asked You to! "

'You just can not bear to make Things easy for anybody, can you? Worrying You're everybody, so call him. "

'It's not my fault you're so nosy. Beside, this is not my fault. He's too busy to call me, so I'm too busy to call him '

' Fine, then. If you want to Be a kid, be a kid, pero stop annoying us, will you? Stop annoying me, Because I did not ask for this conversation Either. "

Jin's voice is now an ode to resignation, plain begging and martyrdom, pero Kame CAN AFFORD only to give in a little bit.

'I swear, Jin, it's got nothing to do with him. He's just on a tour and too busy to call. I do not want to bother him, okay? It'll be a waste of time. Plus I Already Told you I do not want to do it. "

'Do not lie. You want to and you will. He'll Be thrilled, I'm sure. " Jin Makes not so much of an awkward pause But a pause to catch up let awkwardness. 'It's always nice When you get a call from home. " But I


is home, Kame
Thinks.


They Are historical home. And I am not.





blabbers While the TV on and His body recovers a little from the concert, Jun sprawls all over the bed. He knows Ohno That is somewhere in the Same Room With His eyes closed events. Bored out of His Mind, I phone again historical checks, Then smashes it Against the wall.

'You could've broken it, "Ohno says as I Gives it to him.

'So? "

'So You Would not Be Able to call him. "

'He Does not want me to. "

'What Makes you say that? "

'He told me he'd Be busy,' June lies and Does not feel guilty Because It's the kind of lie nobody ever believer. "Beside, I do not call everybody I've Slept with."

In order to do That, you'd Need the whole phonebook. And You're Not sleeping with Kame. You've been dating for months, remember? " Nino
Why is There too? Have They staged an intervention? They've Probably Have Rehearsed Planner and the conversation too. 'It's not dating, "June answers. 'Oh, if you're just friends That Go to the movies And Then Have Sex, spare us the replay the next day, will you? And tell you sho dog Already Which position Kame likes the best, so Do not try to deny it. "
'Even Then, we're Not Like That, Nino. " June

Sits on the bed and sighs. Nino shakes His head.

'What did you do last time you Spent time together? " June
frowns
. He Does not want to remember and Does not want to give in to provocations Nino's Obvious.

'I think we stay at home ... the day before we started the tour. Eichmann up, I made dinner. We Fell asleep and I left in the morning. "

'I guess You're Not dating then. " Nino Takes a pause to savor soon to Be His victory. "You're married

." June

stabs him with His eyes and says nothing.

'June, I never Gave the keys back to me. Is he using Them? "

Nino's voice is kind of weird Now That I Sometimes use sweet tone, The One That Does not fit him at all. Or maybe it fits him too well and in June can not resist it. It Takes the truth out of him.

'Sometimes I works beats, you know? And I have lives too far away and ... '

' So he's getting Into your house when you're asleep. "

'Not always. " It's not

Sho Until finally breaks silence historical notices in June That Both him and Aiba Have Arrived To His room too.

'Jun, call him, will you? Spare us this conversation Because We Do not Want to Explain to you why we're worried. "

'It's just that ... I'm not ... I'm not, I swear I'm not, you know. "

He trails off and Nino Rolls His Eyes Before speaking.

'You are, so much it's ridiculous. "

'Can we stop talking? " 'Yes, We Can, Because We're all going to sleep right now, "says Shos, and that's quite a feat. " Nino

snorts and June covers mouth with historical historical empty hand.

'I did not mean to annoy you. "

'It's Worse if it's not on purpose. " Does not answer

Kame, But He Does not Either hang up and vows to kill him in June eleven he's back. He's Been vowing to do so Ever Since They Slept together first.

'I'm Not Into awkward silences, Kame. Did you want to tell me anything at all? "

'Uh. How's the tour going? "

'tiring, but I'm Used to it already. "

He's snappish and tired and it shows on historical voice. All He Wants is an apology. It's All They Need to Regain Their normalcy, after all. He suspects Kame Agraeans with him, But he's sure remove Neither of Them will take the first step.

"Oh." So they'll

See Who Loses, Who Gives in first and that's the only reason Does not just hang up in June. He Keeps talking, Letting Some Calculated tenderness show.

'And how about you? "

'Hm. Working as always. By the way, did you take one of my T-shirt? " Calculating

His mind That never works well in the dead of the night, so I Makes a mistake.

'I Might Be wearing it at the moment,' he says and Nino's laughter is a Threat, Especially if it's Going to Be as roaring as it seems, so in June extricated Himself from His bandmates and goes Towards the window. Several times I have trips and Ka Along The Way
LXC 'What did you say? "

'That ... oh, fuck. Look, it just slipped. I know we're Not Like That. " The city Stretches
under a still unbelievably wide, sky Widening WHERE stay-away stars grow farther and farther away every minute. They look cold and untouchable, pero June, for a second, warmth Their Wishes to touch and feel the heat, the distance Despit. He Wants to do it all Even Though Their scorching heat leaves behind is ashes.

'It's the truth, Kame, can we stop beating around the bush? You're calling me at 3 AM to apologize. We're dating. "

'I'm not apologizing. I'm not, Because this is your fault. All of this is your fault. "

Kame is Not Blaming him for the argument. He's Blaming him for Everything: Their loneliness, Their mistakes, the tour, That Probably one drunken night events and global warming.

'OK, it's my fault. Happy now? "

'A little. "

'Should I kill you. "

"Maybe."

'Damn you, Kame. Can you be happy Without Questioning it for eleven? We're dating and I'm doing this because i want to. Events'm HAVING this conversation. On the phone. At 3 AM. Believe it or not, I care about this. "

'Then don't sleep with your bandmates while you're away, Jun. Ninomiya's voice is unique. "

'You're paranoid. He's just in the Same room, nothing more. "

"Sure?"

'WhenHave I lied to you? "

'You Have not Had much chance to do so. "

'I have not and I will not. Trust me. "

'OK. I'll believe you. "

'Could You sound a little bit more convincing. "

'Please do not disappoint me. "

'You're so dramatic. "

'Sorry, sorry, I know, I'll try to stop. "

"Do not apologize." He pauses. 'The stars Are Pretty sure. "


They're The Same Where You Are, Are not They?


'I Already Told You ...'

'I know, I Was just joking. "

"Oh."

'It's too late for jokes I guess. Should you go to sleep. "

'You too. " June

wonders if they're supposed to do the whole routine Where They can not hang up-even if it's silly and Even If They Do not Miss Each Other at all-And Then you realize That They Still Have to hang up and Are sharing an oddly comforting silence.

'Jun. Tell me when you come back, will you? "

'You Do not Have to Tell Me That, I Was going to anyway,' he answers And Then hangs up, Because He's not doing the 'not-hanging-up' routine. June

Makes His Way back to the bed. Both Nino and Aiba Are awake. He gets Into the bed and Holds Them tight. I shouldn't feel like he's Joining a pirate crew and going in an epic adventure on the High Seas, But I does and it's ridiculous. And Even if it's just dating and Probably going to end soon, the hugs feel final. Many lonely nights lie ahead and the fact-warmth That this is nothing Compared to What he's missing Weighs on His chest as if It Were Mount Fuji. His moratorium is finally ending and I Can not Believe That Actually he's welcoming it.




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Intestinal Blockage More Condition_symptoms

Title: On Hairpulling , Coffee Stains and Other Lesser Evils [1 / 3]
Fandom: JE fandom [Arashi / KAT-TUN]
Pairing: Matsumoto Jun / Kamenashi Kazuya, ie., Matsukame
Wordcount : 2.610
Summary: Between They keep the secrets and the lies They Will not say, June and Kame Towards Something fumble. Maybe.
Notes: Thanks to my betas : mrsatterthwaite , littlealex and ungalad . Girls, you're all awesome!

Part 2:Cartography for beginners
Part 3: Tonight with you

Like Someone in Love

In June Which does groceries, Kame and Bickering shows up unexpected occurs.



As the last sunrays of the day lazily turn the city a warm shade of orange, Jun historical buys groceries like always. Pasta, His favorite brand of shampoo, a bottle of wine and Some chocolate cake. It's a little early and the supermarket is still oddly deserted. He Takes His Time, Because He never gets the chance to waste it and It Feels Liberating.

He walks home, stupid as it Might Be, Because He likes Those last moments of the afternoon, That last breath of a day. Hand never gets to see it, much less to feel the soft warmth on skin historical travels as I Carefully Chosen Through the empty streets and Pretends nobody Knows Who He Is.

His house is clean But Not Cold, Even if it's barely Lived-in. Some spots show the signs of Jun's habits: an empty ashtray, a faint floral scent, a lonely misplaced shirt, Some Carefully folded newspapers, one worn book. He cooks Himself

Something Simple but delicious. By the time I starts setting the table, night Already have engulfed the city and neon lights Can Be seen in the distance, blinking and lighting up the horizon. When I picks up two dishes INSTEAD OF one, I've realized he's made more Than I can eat food. He considers calling Briefly Sho or Nino (Aiba and Ohno Are Never Full onough) But Since They've Probably Already Had dinner, I decide Against It.

He spends about twenty minutes playing with historical food. If it's colder and Stock, But It Will Be inedible for Some reason, he's not hungry at all.

He's thinking of freezing it When someone rings and I have trips all the way to the door. He slams it open and Stare at the hallway, expectantly. The floor is cold Against Jun's bare feet But He Does not notice it.

"Hey," Kame says while leaning awkwardly Against the wall and holding a grocery store bag in His left hand.

'Kame? What are you doing here? "

'Eh. It's okay if you want to rest, I can go. "

'Oh, no, stay, stay please. But You Should come in, my feet Are Getting cold. " June

Holds the door open for Kame. He knows he's smiling like an idiot But so is kame.

They linger in the dark entryway, Both of Them Against The Wall awkwardly leaning now. June looks at His Shoes And Then at Kame's. Then, I finally leans in and kisses Kame.

'Hi,' he says Against His lips.
"Idiot." Kame

weakly pushes him away His fists clenched and June, pero Kame's smile is open and tells A Different Story. June

Kame moves away and starts to take off His coat. He Already Knows His Way around the apartment and hangs it Without Asking events.

'Why are you here, Then? "

'We Were doing a photo shoot near and it WAS so ...' CHTMKame
LXC shrugs as if it Was not lie and Takes Off His Shoes.

'Oh. The one for Potato? "

June Kame nods and wonders for the umpteenth time why did someone ever
Consider potatoes Adequate for idols. They're Not Exactly The Most delicate vegetable out there, after all.

'What did you buy? " June says as I have points to the bag.

'Oh, Some wine. That one you Bought the other day. "

'Good Then, I Was just about to eat. "

'Oh. I Was Hoping You Could Me Something quick fix. I have not eaten yet. " Already
June
is Kame's serving dinner and have smiles smugly.

'I Already Did. "

'Uh? Were you expecting me? " CHTKame
MLXC Sits down and Closed His Eyes, emitting a dreary aura. The aura Same as always, Jun muses with Something akin to Concern.

'Nah, I just cooked too much food. "

'If You Were waiting for someone, I can go. "

Now he's sitting stiffly and upright and he's stopped playing with historical keys. June sighs.

'Came, You Can stay. You Can always stay, 'in June and says he's aware of how tired I
sounds. Kame

relaxes and June Sits down too, now finally Able to eat. He Does not want to think about What That Implies.

'Guess what? Tomorrow's my day off, 'he says. If I talks, I won't think.

'I know. Mine too. "

'What to coincidedence. "

'Yeah, weird, huh? My manager changed it and Did not Tell Me Until today. "

'Well, There Probably WAS Some schedule problem. "

'Yeah, I guess. " Kame is

historical absentmindedly eating food. June Feels His eyes fixed on him and bites His lip.

'Is it any good? "

'It's delicious as always. You made this last week, Did not You? "

'You remember? "

'Of course. Why Would not I? " June

shrugs.

'I do not know. It's nothing special, is not it? "

'I think it's delicious. "

'You've Already Said That. "

'And you're fishing for compliments, so I can repeat myself. "

'I'm not. "

'You are. Because I can tell you know perfectly well you're good at this. "

'That's Just Because You Do not eat much, if you knew about food ... "

' I eat, Jun, I'm eating right now and really, it's delicious. It always is. "

'OK. But it Needs just a little more salt. "

'You sound just like my grandmother. "

'Ouch. That hurt. "

'She fishes for compliments too. "

'OK, now shut up and eat. "

'I'm eating. "

'That's not eating. I'd be worried about you if you stunting your
Growth Already Were not so tiny. " CHTM
LXC 'I'm not tiny. Could I play a boxer, you know? "

'The whole' fly 'category is Not literally. "

'Look who's talking. "

'Just so you know, I'm Stronger Than I look. "

'So You Can Actually carry your groceries? "

'Yeah, and I can carry you and half of KAT-TUN if I wanted to. "

Kame laughs and now There's a twist in Jun's throat. He swallows it down and now it's the proverbial butterflies in stomach historical. The stupid proverbial butterflies in June swore That Did not exist.

'You Can not Even carry me, June're as thin as a twig. "

'Let's make a bet then. If I carry you to the bed, you're my slave for a
week after I come back. "

'How many times do i have to tell you I'm Not Into That kind of stuff? "

'I did not mean it Like That. I just get to make you anything I want ... and you do not get to
Either lie. You'll Have Everything I ask to answer you.
Everything. "

He curses under breath historical Because he's more impatient Than He Thought, more wistful That He Wants to let on. He's parading around His hand of cards and that's Neither wise normal characteristic of him. Remains silent

Kame and Jun's Starting to get scared. So just when to Kame His Head Slightly cocks and Stare at him with arrogance, I relaxed. Nothing has changed, for now.

'And if you lose, you'll cook forme for a month. "

'I Already Do That, so it's a deal. Now, do you want to finish eating or
Should we start? "

He stands up and gets closer to Kame, Who laughs out loud. Maybe nervously, maybe
condescendingly, Probably Both, Jun Thinks.

'You're going to sprain your ankle, Jun, you shouldn't do this. "

'Words Can not stop me. "



After falling off two or three times and historical Almost spraining ankle about ten times, Jun Carries Out His Threat. He lets Himself fall to the bed and I slowly regains historical breath as I looks at the ceiling.

'Idiot,' I just Beside His ear hears.

'I Told You I Could Do It. "

'ItMLXC 'If you want me to. "

'Of course I do. " Suddenly Kame covers

Jun's mouth with His hands and it's like getting the worst grade in your favorite subject.

'Stop with the kissing already. " June

stops right on historical tracks historical and gnash teeth.

'Why? You like my kisses, Even if You Do not Want to Admit It. "

Kame's forehead now Rests in Jun's shoulder and fingers grip historical Jun's shirt.

'But I do like them you're making me all sleepy. "

'You were tired and Already There's nothing wrong with sleeping, believe or not. So let me make you sleep, it's Obvious You need it. "

'You always know What I need, dons back, Though, And Then Came deselected historical brushes teeth.

'Can I use your toothbrush? "

'That's disgusting. "

'I know. I want to do it anyway. " Kame

Rests His Head Against Jun's shoulder and Closed His Eyes. June is sure remove Should I take a picture, Because this is an only chance.

'Already're asleep, Are not You? " I says.

"Almost."

'It's a good thing you're so self-aware. "

"Idiot."

'You love me and you know it. " Kame

historical abruptly opens eyes and pushes him away. He's Been jolt awake, Jun Thinks, and I can not help but to Admit That Kame is right in calling him an idiot tosk anybody. They'll tell you. "

'Kame, I'll Have You Know That I'm perfectly well-acquaint with your morning breath. It's smacked me in the middle of the face right after I woke up More Than eleven. "

'It's Not That You Have bad and bad breath too,' Kame shower shouts over the noise.

'You're Having a shower? Without Asking me? You never forget to ask. " Kame

opens the door and smiles. 'I'm Asking now! "

Feels like punching him in June. He settles on sarcasm Because He Does not think Kame's going to Understand His punches as Arashi does.

'Great. It's good to see you Can Learn. " Kame

historical rolls eyes.

'You always say yes, soI figured I'd save us Some Time. " Kame

Close the door again in June and lies on the bed, counting seconds and minutes and hours and
eons. Kame's shower Takes less Than That and he's walking Into the bedroom again. His hair is wet But I still looks exhausted. He's Covered Himself in an oversized towel and Jun's bathroom's Probably a wet mess, But He Does not Particularly care.

'Did you use my shampoo? "

'It smells of strawberries. "

'I know, it's awesome. " Kame

frowns.

'It's not awesome, it's girly. Like Everything You Do, 'he says and throws the towel in June, as I rummaged-through drawers historical. 'Can I borrow Something? I do not want to sleep in thenude. "

'But I Was Hoping for it. "

'It's still too chilly to do it. "

"I'll Consider That a promise, then. Summer is going to be great. And Yes, you can borrow whatever you want. I think events That Some of your stuff is lying around in my closet. "

'Then it's not Borrowing. "

'Actually, Since I really like your stuff, we're around the Same size and it's Already Here, I'd say it Qualifies as Borrowing. "

'Remember me to never lend you a book. "

'Books Should Not Be lent. Nor returned. "

'My point exactly. " June

snorts to make clear how much I Exactly Does not Care And Then laughs.

'I do not need your books anyway. Probably they're too superficial for me. "

'I've seen your library, Mr. Potterfan, so I'm not impressed. "

Kame's voice is muffled by the black T-shirt he's putting on. It says
'SUGARLESS LOVE' in bright, bold letters in June and it barely Recalls Being a hand-me-down gift from Matsuoka joke.

'Hey, at least I can read. It's More Than I Can Say about Some of your fellow bandmates. "

'They Can Read. I think. " June

laughs.

'You're so charming. "

'You Would not Like Me Any Other Way. "

'Yes. I like you just the way you are. Spiky, icy and unyielding forever. " It

manaBoth manage to come out and longing harshe more Than I Meant it-his voice Inability to control historical Seems To Be A constant Lately. Kame darts him a frightened look over His shoulder.

'I'm Not Like That. " June

stands up and walks Towards Firmly Kame. He corners him Against the wall, intense and aching, confident and Demanding.

'Maybe. I just know I like you, Kame. But do

you like me? Even a little, under all the insults? "

'You're a fucking idiot. " Kame

pushes him away-he 's much-Stronger Than I looks and June staggers and falls to the bed. He ends up sitting on the edge of His own bed while Kame throws Himself Against It. June can feel a growing wall Between Them But I'S Been laying siege on Kame for a long time now and I's not about to surrender.

'Whose fault is that? " I hisses.

'I know the answer to That One: mine. It's always my fault, is not it? Nobody else is ever responsible. Are You and everybody else just Victims of my evil mind games Because You're as innocent as a Junior. "

'Fuck you. "

He Sees the carpet entre Feels His toes and the squashy texture, Sees the rich colors. It's too soft for historical Actually Taste and he's planning on Changing it now But it Feels like a waste.

'Fuck you too. "

'Do You Even Care? "

Kame sighs and turns off the lights.

'I'm too tired for this, Jun. Can you keep the drama for tomorrow, please?

events I'll let you be right. Just let me sleep. "

'That's your answer Then? "

'Yes, my answer is That You Should calm the fuck down and just come to bed. " Kame

hasn't faced him yet. Several more minutes June waits Before taking off His shirt and throwing it Against the wall. He lies next to Kame, Knowing perfectly well That he's awake and playing dumb. After all, I have Remembers Clearly how Kame's breathing sounds When he's asleep, he's a creep Because you watched Kame sleep That More Than eleven.

'Good night,' he finally lets out. Does Kame

reply. Jun's hand crawls Through the mattress But never close enough to toucanh Kame's body. After all, warmth is Not NECESSARY and he's Used To chilliness - More Than Enough is lukewarm.




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